Changing the subject

Well my friend it been almost a year since I have communication with you. What have I been doing falling into a hole. Thing happen for a reason. The first reason is what I have done and how I react to what has been done to me. I have been talking about changing the blog subject manner for a while. Now I have something to blog and it the hole that I have allow myself to fall into. I know a lot people who write or blog it all about up lifting and that is great. I'm going to come at thought or angle were a lot of people might be right now in there life's. That thought is I'm down and how do I get up. Right now that is were I'm at. Hopefully I will be able to get up and do great thing again, but I just want to try to learn something from this fall from grace. I'm going to tell you something and it going to be very hard for me to say. Here it is, I had 17 years of no sobierty and I allow that to change. Now hopefully you can see were this blog is going. On this day I have 1 day of sobierty and hopefully I can get back some of that focus that I use to have. I think and I don't want to say I know but I don't think many people will read this so I'm doing this for myself and if someone else get something from it, God bless you.