Task at hand

The great John Wooden of UCLA who teams won 10 out of 12 years the NCAA Basketball Championships from 1964-1975 once said Task at hand. As I walk into another day of sobierty that thought has been with me all day. Many time in life some one will say they or someone else made me have a bad day. I say that is a reach, maybe a bad moment not the whole day. Lets look at that thinking. A moment you can recovery and save the day and move on. What I'm saying is I need to live my life moment to moment. It hard to deal with the whole day at one time, but I can deal with moments at a time. Which lead me back to the thought task at hand. What ever is in front of me just deal with it and move to the next thing when it time comes. I found out that I lost my way on that way of thinking. Which will lead be to talk about meditation in the coming blogs. I have heard that meditation is a way of coming home to yourself. It been a long time since I have really been at home or at peace with myself. Today was the first day in a long time that I meditate and that was the key to my 17 years of sobierty. So when we blog on tomorrow. I thinking meditation will be a thought for the day and days to come.

Changing the subject

Well my friend it been almost a year since I have communication with you. What have I been doing falling into a hole. Thing happen for a reason. The first reason is what I have done and how I react to what has been done to me. I have been talking about changing the blog subject manner for a while. Now I have something to blog and it the hole that I have allow myself to fall into. I know a lot people who write or blog it all about up lifting and that is great. I'm going to come at thought or angle were a lot of people might be right now in there life's. That thought is I'm down and how do I get up. Right now that is were I'm at. Hopefully I will be able to get up and do great thing again, but I just want to try to learn something from this fall from grace. I'm going to tell you something and it going to be very hard for me to say. Here it is, I had 17 years of no sobierty and I allow that to change. Now hopefully you can see were this blog is going. On this day I have 1 day of sobierty and hopefully I can get back some of that focus that I use to have. I think and I don't want to say I know but I don't think many people will read this so I'm doing this for myself and if someone else get something from it, God bless you.